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Oct. 17th, 2004 @ 07:56 pm
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Im sooooooo increblie bored at the momment, actually i have been bored all day, i dont like it.....but what can you do? Hmm i cant thnk straight and i think im just rambaling because in my mind im not making sense maybe i m maybe im not. hmm well ill talk to you kids later buh bye.Current Mood: bored Current Music: ?? |
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This is a little late but i have two excuses A.) i forgot B.)no one but a slect few read my journal, sorry and colins. Any ways homecoming was super cool and super fun, im sad i didint go to any other high scholl dances, yes that was my first, it was a lot of fun, I picked up the Kids (Meg, j-rod,and kim). So I got megs house and i had alread ysaw the dress she was wearing but i had yet to see it on her, and i must say DAMN!!! she was fine... She looked very hot with her dress on and her hair down, I was happy in more ways than one ;) Sorry for thoughs of you that did not want to know that, lol. she looked a lot older than she is, which i snot a bad thing, But after i got done being amazed and i picked my jaw up off the floor and got back on the road from my house, we picked up kim and j-rod agian at his house they had to get pic taken there. We went to dinner with colin shelly ben and sarah, Dinner was funny i saw a guy in a wheel chair fly by the window, it was funny, after to dinner we went to the dance it was amazingly sweet me and meg where prolly top two hottest couple, in my eyes, we did some dancing and had much fun every one just went crazy really but thats a nother story. It was fun than we went to my house and meg spent the night big suprise that her mom let her, and that night was sweet no nothing happened it was good to sleep with her, it makes me happy that we are lucky ebought to do that. We made breakfest and the dsogs puked it up, it must have been bad. time to go buh bye love |
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Oct. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:32 pm
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Do you ever get the feeling your stuck in a place where no one wants you around? Ya very shitty feeling inst it, It's even worse when its your own fucking house. Or if you already had a shitty day, and you think theres no way this day can get worse? And than some one makes your day fantatisic? Than another person crushes your happyness, stomps on it, than pisses on it and yells at you? Yea.....one of those days.
Death looks as inviting to me as a wellcome mat.
Parents suck ass.............
=============My life is one big fuckin merry-go-round==============
It feels like your moving very slow, almost to slow because your looking foward to the end, It stops at the top finally you just get fed up, undo your seat belt and just jump, falling through the air with a smile on your face because you know you will never have to see that one person you just can't stand.
Fucking pissed beyond all reason.
ALL is better, amazing how two little words carry so much meaning "I'm Sorry".
I love YOU So damn much. I can only describe it as pure happniess, my love for you is endless.Current Mood: Ya.... Current Music: Linkin Park~By Myself |
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Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you wantCurrent Mood: curious Current Music: Lover lay down- dave matthews |
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Sep. 26th, 2004 @ 12:13 pm
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Alright people yesterday was fuckin sweet, i'll start than you can tell me your day because i would like to hear it. I'll start with the sweet stuff i went to megs house around 2:00 and her dad was in the grage and asked if i had made any bombs lately? i laughed and thought that was random, anyways it was ME,Meg,Kristin,Jeff at megs house we where going to go to the mall, me and gepper (jeff had to wait for the girls get ready and we waited a damn long time, lol, after they where finally read ywe drove to the mall, when we got there they said meet us in front of JCPENNYS so meg told me to park by the food court cuz jc pennys is by there and i did but they ment the main entrance so instead of walking up a hill we deiced to get the car and drive up. We meet them in Jcpennys and wondered the mall, not long after getting into the mall did the girls wonder off to leave me and gepper to fend for our selfs, they had to look for dresses and didnt want us to go, mean girls. So we took off a nd walked the mall i need to go to fizz to buy one of thoughs HUGE Bean bag chairs the big ones, but i could call my mom and ask her if i could spend 250-450$$$$ on one cuz my phone was gay so i idnt get one than i needed so armine exchange cologone But they where gay and called my mom cuz i was using her creidt card and she said i could get it =( sad nick dimmer=( but after that we had to meet the girls we meet them and 4 very GAY little kids i swear they looked like 4th graders but went to clarkston schools , i wanted to spack them they were annoying, anyways we than walked to stores like ambercromibe and hollister and journeys, meg got cool shoes and some nice pants and other things ;) you make me a happy kid. LOl after the mall we went to hooters YAYAYA it was funny jeff told the hooter girls it was kristins B day when it wasnt she had to stand on a stool she didnt want to and the hooter girls wher like you come here every weekend damnit stand on the stool, she still didnt want to meg offered to stand up with her cuz she such a nice kid finally she stood on it with a little help form the guy behind us who yelled " Just get on the fucking chair already" it was funny, i laughed along with everyone the did a weird cheer, LOl that was fun after that we went to the movies to watch the forgoten, before we went into the movies me and gepper tried to win a graber machine thingy we got a blues clues dude lose and almost had it and a kermit the frfog and almost had that to but we really had to go to the movie section place because it was starting that movie was weird meg didnt liek it, i thought it was ok, anyways after the movies we went back to the graber and kermit was gopne!!!! so punk ass kid took him so i went for blue clues dude, no luck so i got 5$ worth of quarters i swear god hates me i had it in the air moving towards the pit and it dropped this happend almost everytime until i ran out i was so pissed i was going kick down the fucking glass we estimitaed we all togther spent around 25-30$ on that freaking thing and im sure some little metal handicapp kid will get it in one try i knows this because god hates me and wants my life to suck. But i cant complain because yesterday was great and fun loved it muchly thanks to the kids, well i going now buh bye good luck all peace musch love.Current Mood: yea..... Current Music: warp tour thanks to taylor lol 2004 |
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mr.benhke is a meany he almost gave me a detention again this mad man must be stopped. the whole school should give him a hug then maybe he will turn nice. i only wish the best even for the meanest people. news alert its 11:17 pm my dads phone just rang so i grabed it and ran to him. i didnt have time to turn on the lights in the hall so i was running and bam, a chair right to the left knee OUCHHHHH!!!!! who the funk leaves a chair in the hall anyway now i must limp to bed with my cane and R.I.P. (rest in pain) but wasssup dooo peace to the world love to all my friends your the greatests live by god eat healthy good night!
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Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 11:32 pm
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mr.benhke is a meany he almost gave me a detention again this mad man must be stoped. the whole school should give him a hug then maybe he will turn nice. i only wish the best even for the meanest people. news alert its 11:17 pm my dads phone just rang so i grabed it and ran to him. i didnt have time to turn on the lights in the hall so i was running and bam, a chair right to the left knee OUCHHHHH!!!!! who the funk leaves a chair in the hall anyway now i must limp to bed with my cane and R.I.P. (rest in pain) but wasssup dooo peace to the world love to all my friends your the greatests live by god eat healthy good night!
|be good to the world and youll be repayed a million times over in the end|
Sep. 21st, 2004 @ 11:24 pm
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anger faced.
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What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have sex with me:
~colin
Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 09:59 pm
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I can't sleep....I can't stop crying This has never happened to me before, i have never felt so strongly for some one. Is it an issluion or is it real? I can't tell you but i can tell you that im happy with you. Its hard to see my vision so blury and my nose running, Im lost in the dark, and the light seems to be so far away, please guide me, Please....
Sep. 19th, 2004 @ 07:29 am
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WOW!! My god it has been a long time sense i last posted, hmm sorry if this is long, depends if i feel like typing at all... hehe it prolly will be long.
OK Hawaii wa sfreaking sweet for the most part except being sick and holding meg back from havin fun in the city, it was fun and i love meg enough said about that one.
Hmm its been so long sense i posted that i cant remmber that far back, oh ok lets start with this basics before school. Hmmm........Me and meg went school shopping a couple days AFTER school boy was that fun i spent $$150 on shirts alone, damn.... and i got a sweet lime green belt with fakies in it that most people have seen already, it was at forever 21 and only 4 dollars i think ill go back and get the hot pink see through one cuz zi can use that one too, i also got some silk boxers cuz really pimps where silk meg got alot of stuff, i was a belt nazi for the day cuz she is insane when it comes to belts.. i still need to get some shoes and pants and socks and shorts but all in good time.
School isnt cool its in fact very gay but the people at school are sweet i love you all!!!! ARe school is not in its shit hole state any more... but its also not pretty just....well lakeland. First day of school i had my schdeule changed like 7 times boy was that ever stupid, but ill live i have lunch with the "cool" people and my 6th hour is a blast even if the teacher smokes crack and is insane...
My satty smoked insane amounts the other day smoke was coming from the a/c vents jeff was like that cant be good, it happened on our way to work, oh yes i know work at ACO in highland. So after that we drove to my house and picked up the sweet sebring and put the top down and cruised to work 10 freaking mins. late but are main boss wasnt there yet so we didnt care to much. I got the satty fix the next day oh well, i will miss you Charlie (the Sebring).
Work is very boring but still equally cool cuz some sweet people work there jeff, dustin, kortney, allison, stephaine, ect... yea i have to work alot but nearlly as much as jeff, i feel bad cuz he hardly ever gets to see nichole poor kids =*(.
I'm still going out with Megan K. Hettwer, and I'm still lovin' her more than ever and i always will cuz shes just a pimp and a player, also a truly great friend,I love you very vrey vrey muchly Megan Kelly Hettwer more so than you could ever imagine, and i relize somtimes i dont show it but just remmber you will always be in my heart, and i hope you had fun at your meet :-*. I hope to god that we can make it last cuz than i would be the happiest man alive, Shes in swimming and she pretty damn good at, could kick my ass any day of the week no lie with that one, I think its just cuz im outta shape ;-)! Oh well i can still beat her at super smash bros. and if you look at it in the long run ill beat her at winning cuz, in 10 years fro now no one will be swimming or even know what swimming is because the will all be playing super smash bros. ahhaha yea right.........=D. Oh yes did i metion that im the happiest man in the world? no? well i am. And i oh it all to M.K.H... Love U!
Friends oh yes my friends i need to chill with my friends cuz you cant live with out them. A Chill date must be set up i have made so many friends this summer like 1 sextillion new friends this summer {sextillion- 1 followed by 29 zeros}. My summer was super duper great couldnt have asked for a better one. Taylor might come to are school which would be splendid. Saddly Anthony wont though *Tear* I love that kid hes like my big gay brother. Not actually gay but bay as in a good wa y like sweet friend. I love y'all!!!
My Classes are a s followed: Teacher
1.)First hour: Adv. Graphic Arts Figi * FUN
2.)Second hour: Currnet Global Issues Demonge * Politics
3.)Third hour: Stats. & Probs. Anderson * Easy
4.)Fourth hour: Multimedia Tech. Cender Hard
5.)Fifth hour: Teacher Intern Figi Stupid but easy
6.)Sixth hour: Creative writting 1 Knudson **** FUN!!!!
(*)= recommened
Hmm i think i took up enough of your guys space on friends if not all of it.....Sorry
OK well buh bye i might see you guys in school i mighjt not hopefully i will hopefully. Love you all!!! Have fun be safe.
Sep. 9th, 2004 @ 06:00 am
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Hey, yea haven't updated at all sorry dont really care, its not like any one reads this any way. Umm hmm my birth day was on the 5 of august, it was cool cuz i got to see meg at around 1:30 or 2:00 and than i had to work at 4:00 yea i had to work on my birthday. I work at aco now. I worked with this cool girl named kourtney work was kinda boring but it made me happy when nichole and jeff came in and sneakly slide me a birth day card that was pretty funny I liked it. Yea got off work at 9:20 ish went to my car to find out I had a gift bag on my seat. I calleed meg cuz I told her I would after work, and found out that it was from her I got some pretty sweet things a cool silver bracelet, a rainbow hand made bracelet a cool piciture frame and lime green fuzzy seat covers.....anything else I miss??? After that I went to megs house and the Hettwer family sang happy birth day to me while there was a cake. Yesterday was fun also hung out with some cool kids meg, taylor, brittany, brandon, breanne ( spelling?), and anthony. Yea cool kids. i dont feel like typeing any more cuz yea..... well, hope every one had a fun days and such good night.
Aug. 7th, 2004 @ 12:59 am
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Ok this is how my day went:
I was meaning to be at work at 9am but didnt wake up till 9:45am so i got ready and went to work at 10:15am my boss is really cool so he didnt care all to much, work was very boring so i left at 12:30 and mi got home and my dad wanted my car washed so i gave him the keys and HE cleaned it not me HIm i was shocked, so while he was doing this i was taking a shower and cleaning up the house a little, i called meg up to see if she wanted to do anything and we decided to go south of the boarder, and after eats we drove to my house in my **shiny** saturn. We stayed there for a little but she had to babysit at 4:30 so i drove her home we said are good byes, than j-rod called my cell phone and i asked if he wanted to hang out he said yea so i went to his house and picked him up, and finally met his mom, she is cool. so than we drove to colins house to hang out with colin,jeff,and nikki. We grabbed some food and talked to uncle keith and looked at some sweet cars in colins drive way, than we were by the road and just messing around and i dont know how it happened but i shot moutain dew at j-rod and went to take a sip of it froim the 24 oz plastic bottle, than he kicked the bottle right as i was drinking it and smashed the bottle into my mouth i didnt hurt and i wasn't bleeding to bad, nikki whipped the blood off with her hand and it was all bloody i looked to see what the damage was and i have a 1/2" gash on the inside of my lip and 3 or 4 cracked teeth, but it didnt hurt and it was kind a funny so me and j-rod started to laugh and jeff got a little mad, so after all this happened we remmbered we had to pick up the kid they call derek, so me j-rod and colin went to pick him up but the best part was the drive home me and derek were throughing fireworks out the window, fun fun drive. we got back to colins and eat a little more than we went to keiths house and explodered his house a little,than picked up kim. than we left back to colins to go on the boat, but the battery was dead. So we had fun and played "keep away" with a vollyball agianst colins sisters and there friends than it switched in to dodge ball (a weird form of dodgeball i might say). than jeff and nikki and julie can over to colins and we had a fire.. i drove kim home with derek and j-rod in the car, j-rod lost his key so we looked for it for a long time but could not find it. we got back to colins and stayed for a little bit till like 12 30 ish than every one left, it was a fun day but it could of for sure used a little more meg in it.
Im being kicked off so buh bye.
Jun. 27th, 2004 @ 12:53 pm
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Don't ask just do.....Please
FOR NICK
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I WERE hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have sex with me:
Painting is gay lets kill it!
Jun. 24th, 2004 @ 06:36 pm
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My dad just told me a sweet story..... Ok so as most people know my dad has a 1967 stingray vett, well i guess him and my sisters boyfriend were going to the story to get something so they took vett and on m-59 by the new amaco towars hiland on the opposite side, they pulled up to the light and so did a yellow acuara integra, all riced out and revving like crazy so my dad said to tim should we race him, tim just looked at him...so my dad revved back, and when the light turned green my dad let lose smoking his tires in 4 gears, needless to say he destroyed the acura, but keep in mind when you go on m-59 and you heading towards shell gasstaion and coming from highland, you are gonna see some big ass tirer marks.
Jun. 6th, 2004 @ 10:54 am
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Yesterday was fun,i woke up at like 5am than went to my house at like 10am tHAN I DID few things for my mom, after that i went to megs house and slept, shes snores loud and twitches alot. When we woke up, we were in a debate as to where to go to eat,she had a place in mind but wouldnt tell me where it was, Dukie called meg and asked if we wanted to go to the fair we said sure. so we stayed at her house till joannan came over, and she decided for us that we would go to apple bees, after eating at apple bees, we waited for joanne to call us about going with us to the fair, dukie called and said he couldnt go cuz he had yard work to do, so we were driving to aco waiting for joanne to call us, and on the way i got like 3 or 4 pidditles and meg got 1 so were driving around looking for pidditles cuz she said the next one wins them all,we didnt see any so we pulled into aco parking lot faced m59 and waited, and lo and behold, i won, so know im the king of pidditles, and the king of emoland. we decided to go to joannes, and when we got there she was outside along with her brother and some of his friends, he had a cool little black friends who was very funny, that kid is sweet, me meg and are new friend decided to get gas, so we took the dirt rode to m-59 and i pulled the car side was and we got my car on two wheels, it was funny cuz i was laughing and meg was screaming and jordan (blacky) was doing saying "Oh shit!" we finally made it to the mobil and meg took jordan in to the store to get candy while i filled up. we got back and had a granted time. That day was very SWEET!!!!!
Peace,
Dimmer
May. 30th, 2004 @ 10:24 am
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ok so....
today was good. i was walking in the and the a bird pooped on my head it sucked. JK i wish. but anyway yes i hung out with colleen after school, i love hanging out with colleen, but any then mikhail came over but i had to leave to get lydia from lacrosse in milford then i went to juds and colleen appeared out of no where yada yada yada it was a good day. cept one thing but no worries.
ton of love~sweet lou
May. 25th, 2004 @ 10:05 pm
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Ok, today i called a hair places to get my hair cut, and they said what time, and with who, so i said i dont care...and when i get there i saw the lady that is gonna cut my hair and lo and behold its the lady thats cut my hair before but i always try very hard not to get her, so shes like hi nick havent seen you in a while,i said yea its been a long time, so she starts cutting my hair and than she said how about we go wash you hair, i was like sure whatever, so when i sit in the chair and place my neck in the u tube thingy, she starts to move the chair towards the ground, i was like ok im kinda falling outta the chair, and as it got lower, it started to strangle me, i couldnt breath and i was scream in my mind, and finally shes like all done so we go and sit in the chair, and she finished my hair, but the entire time i was like whoaaa, your one crazy bitch, not to mention her huge ass boyfriend was behind me the entire time, breathing down my neck, i was waiting for him to say, "you gotta a pretty face"
So yea thats my story, now i have to tend to hitler and his wife.
May. 24th, 2004 @ 07:14 pm
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I hate cops, i was driving to day by highland and the same cop chased me three times!!! Not with his/her lights on but caught up to me or tried, haha yea anyway, after this happened i had a better day, i hung out with meg and we tried to sytle my hair, for senior pics on tuesday, i wish i could hangout with every one, but im grounded and the only reason i got to see meg was b.c she did my hair......Arg.. groundaiton sucks. im gonna take off now kinda sleep a little, mostly bored, well
tata
May. 23rd, 2004 @ 10:33 pm
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Hahaha i just finished this, im sweet, you can all cal me jesus cuz im god..muahahaha...i wrote way to damn much time to go buhbye
May. 22nd, 2004 @ 01:08 am
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Arg...Master C & I are at my house right now, hes sleepin' and im doing this damn thing.
.:NICKS:.
So any way today was sorta fun after school i waited for meg to meet me at the student parking lot door thingys and than I found her and a whole bunch ppl there, it started to rain so hardcore and i told jud to pull up my car, so i gave him the keys he ran outt came back soaking wet funness he looked like a drowned rat...LOL....After this i drove meg home, than i got home and i was grounded not bad grounded but mild, i can have ppl over here but cant go anywhere...colin can ov' at like 9:30 or so, and here we are now.
>Colin<
Today was cool sorta kinda maybe,....yea it was i got home from schizole feel alseep woke up at b/c the ice cream chick was a my door banging on it, turned out my lil lil lil lil sis had change and forgot, so after getting 10 free dollars i decided to go to k mizart to check my schdeule, after this i meet up with nick stayed at his house.......till now........
To be contiuned
Master C & Nick D be hittin' the rode right now we catch you on the flip side, West side nigga rule.......thanks for that love comment nick........FU.........*Sigh* BUH BYE HAVE FUN GET DRUNK HAVE CHILDREN DIE and all that good stuff.....lol random.....
May. 22nd, 2004 @ 12:06 am
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